Monday, July 18, 2011

Daily Poems #126-128

#126

your seriousness
envelopes me
and makes me smile.

as does
every smile
of your own.

and as I suffocate
into you,
trust becomes me.

...............


#127

Late night
and baggy eyes.

Yawns at war
with the floating
mind.

Body tingling
with weight
around.

And the strange sounds
of a tired mind.

Drifted
to a land with you.

...............


#128

To be amazed
and all that comes
with it.

Heart pumping
in a rhythmic
sea of
frustrated
fright.

The depths
of new.

White waters
of lust.

And the beauty
of spark
that only
shooting stars
could possibly
produce.

...............

Saturday, July 16, 2011

Daily Poems #121-125

#121

the mist
of our love
shall fall
with stains
like the scars
of slaves
for all
we've been
through.

our hearts
together
suffer as one
and laugh
in the face
of the God
of death
as we share
such soul.

for nothing
can take
what is not there
to them
in their dark
eyes
of lost
compassion
and lonesome
fear.

...............


#122

we all suffer in
the hot light of day we call
the burning beauty.

...............


#123

to dance.
to dance to this
time.
a time
where with
only you
I could be
lost
forever.

to dream.
to dream in lands
of nothing
that we may
only create
in times
like these.

times of need.

to be.
to be with you
my heart
would melt
to something
so pure
and becoming.
for you.

for you.
I dream of
this
love.

...............


#124

poetry
and it's dying lies
shall live
ironically
forever.

the tears
in words
for those
who laugh
for nothing.

and the burning pages
in heart
that survive
for those
who never cared
to truly love.

..............


#125

and for those who love
do not lose sight of what your
heart is hungry for.

...............

Daily Poems #116-120

#116

Get lost with me,
in the strange;
in the times of today,
and forget about tomorrow.

Here we'll drift
into the nothing,
together
and covered in lust.

We'll eat laughter
and drink smiles
in our little dark circle
of horrible wonder.

Hands tied,
we'll restrain from the
quick fixes
life usually presents.

Happy in this
nerve filled
beauty we call
the new.

.............


#117

to sneak
into the dark night
so small and alone
lost in a mind
for the wicked.

its a taste
of heaven
in lost moments
as such
a young girl
could feel.

empowering
the feeling
to be all alone
in the dead
of such cold nights.

feet shall tingle
with panicked ambition
as your laughter
echoes in those
incredible
yet fierce
dark streets.

like a cat
your soul becomes
accustomed
to the sounds
of the world
sleeping around
your intentions.

and as you crawl
back into your
warm bed of safety
you feel a stranger
to your home,
no longer
a little girl.

..............


#118

My heart is at ease
of your heart binding with mine
to be blind and free.

...............


#119

to unfold from this
beautifully tragic globe
would be melting sin.

...............


#120

to fade from you
is a pain
much too strong
for the weak
like me.

to melt from you
is a tiring
and strange
defeat
for someone
with tears
as mine.

to vanish from you
is a strain
most incredible
for a lost soul
like mine.

...............

Friday, July 15, 2011

Daily Poems #108-115

#108

Familiarity.
How we love you
just as well.

Distortion
seems only a brother
to you in these times.
And as I walk
blindly to you again
I shall just smile.

Knowledge
throws her secret filled
arms around me.
And my heart gladly
ignores her
turning away.

Time
is the only God here
in this part of existence.
In the pains of love
and the falling
there of.

Resistance
is the old friend
we love to ignore.
The game of
the blue heart
and stimulated mind.

To what is
Familiar,
is eternally safe.

..............


#109

This flashlight
of my night
lights up
worlds of words
and in their pages
floats magic
to my soul.

Night after night
I shall turn
to this light
in times of need
and lonesome
desire to escape.

And sometimes
my mind
will turn
to the beauty
of another,
to you.

..............


#110

To exist with you
is like a dance
on the sun.

Never mind the burn
when all around you
is but a dream.

Keep me here
to die with you
forever.

For all time
I shall sweat
and bleed with tears.

Bend the knee to you
and only you
with only an exception.

That you burn as well
until our ashes
shall twirl into one.

To exist
together
on the sun.

.............


#111

To bleed
is such a memory
to this soul.

The pain
of the inflicted
spirit.
And to kiss
the shake
within.

To bleed
in the mind
of the lonely.

The nerve
collapsed
in the heat
of such sensitive
and tasteful
bone.

To bleed
for the purpose
and time
to drift
into the dreams
of the unwanted.

The inflicted
hunger
of this mind.

.............


#112

I'll go back
to that light filled
darkness
that could only
have been with you.
And I shall wish
of the difference
to have stayed there
forever.

To rot
in such a memory
would be beauty
beyond the doubts
of any
who ever lived.
And my soul
would keep.

My time traveling heart
and the pain
of the distances
from here
to you.
Again
and again
I shall see you there.

Hide from me
if you will
and disappear forever
for my soul
will starve
of hunger
to what could
have been.

Make love to me
one last time
dream of darkness
and bring me
to the forgetful forests
and I will climb
beyond all the world
to the destination
of today.

To stay,
the impossible curse
of a heart like mine
when nothing
is good enough
to that of the
made up past
and beautiful pieces
that were created.

..............


#113

To feel free
of receiving pain
is like to live
as a rainbow
in the mind
of a child.

To float upon
the skies
of dragons
and soar above
the most beautiful lands
with ease.

Pain like light
in the darkest of times
can awaken
the spirits of being
in this heart
of mine.

..............


#114

Feel free my vicious
and cold partner of these crimes
to leave me drowning.

............


#115

And to those who love
take nothing from and give all.
For they may leave you.

Daily Poems #104-107

# 104

Mistakes
and the power
they hold
like a vise
to the neck.

The heat
that shall rise
up our backs
like a sunset
in the desert.

Brain heavy
with doubt
without inspiration
but holding strong
like the struggle
of life.

Forgiveness
with it's beauty
shall stale
with helplessness
with pointless effort
to a shot soul.

Wounds heal
and the heart
shall fold with greatness,
but the mind
will weigh
with great strength.

Hold tight
will the soul
to the grudge
of all things
from lost pain
to lust.

...............


#105

Pointless days.

The tense kisses
of passed time
on my shoulders
like the hot sun
blinding through
your window.

Lost yesterdays
and their
minuscule meanings
to those who
care not
to hear.

...............


#106

crying eyes
fall into me.
my hands
shall rub away
those burning tears
of yours.

pouting lips
rise for me.
and mine shall
too rise
to such an occasion
of favor.

shaking chin
come up to me.
where you
shall never fall
in pain
from the clouds
of heaven.

..............


# 107

To dance in the light
with you
melts me to the
nothing I always knew
of myself to be.

For if it means
to disappear
to be with you
I will leave this world
for all time.

Like dust in summer
we shall blow away
in the wind
of all time
to a nowhere
of bliss.

.............

Daily Poems #99-103

#99

(The Absence)

the drifting silence
of your heart pounding
against mine
and the fresh kisses
from your chapped lips
haunts me
with every turn
of this night.

and so I shall
lay here
in the thick
memory filled air
of your existence.
so pure
and polluted
with sharp daggers
of pleasure.

this weight
that lays upon me
brings such a beautiful pain
to my impatient heart
and yet I smile
with no effort.
savoring
and tasting
until I am lost
in my this dreams.

...............


#100

its like a dark light
shooting through my soul.
ripping through
without effort
without remorse.

a force
beyond me
beyond my existence.

the troublesome
loneliness
of finding someone.
the piercing efforts
our heart
can never truly take.

bending like that of shadows;
we form to this light
with the only darkness we know.
the giving
feeling criminal
to the taking.

like roses
in the bleeding palm.
the beauty
in the choked throat.
pressure too great
to want to escape.

...............


#101

My body shall tingle
like the flickers of light
upon the water
in a sunset.

Crazy.

Like white waters
my heart shall pound
in such an invisible heat
on this island of time.

And ridiculous.

As the shadows
in the night jump
so shall my lips
to yours.

To feel.
To drift.
To be human.

...............


# 102

the ironic loss
of service,
so much
like her soul.

she shall taste
but not feel.
like that of
water to the feather.

time of need
never means
when there is
nothing to give.

and yet
pain shall show his face
in a silent state
of bliss.

..............


#103

to smell
a beautiful moment.
the fill
of such a memory.
be this
aroma
in my soul,
if you will.

.............



I wrote "My body shall tingle
like the flickers of light 
upon the water 
in a sunset." early this morning.

Just as an fyi. 

<3

Tuesday, July 12, 2011

Daily Poems #95-98

#95

Laugh,
you beautiful face.

Until the lines shall crack,
with old age.

To walk
across this map of happiness.
It is all I can see.

And I shall crawl
into those lines of light.

Without hesitation.

Lost,
in affection.

-for Jeff

...............


#96

In the midst of us
can you simply just taste me
and I shall taste you?

...............


#97

swallow me
in the sun,
in the sea.

swallow me
when I burn,
when I drown.

bury me,
my love,
to sleep.

if you may never
love me,
bury me.

for the fire melting my heart
and the tears that surround
is a very lonely way to die.

...............


#98

in this night.
don't be my light.
just be.

feel me.
as I feel you.
and be.

drift.
sink.
breathe.

fill me,
with your darkness;
with your flees.

cover me.
in dirt,
from your words.

take from me.
the air in my lungs.
the beat in my drum.

feel free.
feel anchored.
with me.

...............